I will not give up.

Hello ninjas of the internet.

So, I logged onto my email just a moment ago to find my adsense has been disabled. Now, last week, I noticed I was click bombed, so I reported it immediately (better safe, then sorry) and so I continued to do what I do best. I came home from a party tonight, and opened up my email only to find an email from Adsense with the subject "Google AdSense Account Disabled".

I was devastated. Ultimately gutted. And pathetically, I started crying. I worked my butt off for over two years to get to where I am today, only to get what i've been working up to, snatched from me.

My friends and fans have been messaging me encouraging me to appeal and also continue with my video making and not quit. Don't worry guys, I wasn't planning on quitting. I'm not planning on giving the click bomber any more satisfaction. I'm not planning on throwing what I love doing away. I am going to appeal in the morning (it's 1:27am here, i do need to sleep soon) and hope for the best.

All I ask from you guys is, no matter what, keep supporting my work, keep messaging me, keep sharing the links, because my friends, your responses and support means the world to me. I love replying to each and every one of you. I love meeting you guys, keeping in contact. The more support I have, the more determination i will get to make more videos for you guys.

I love you guys. Very much. And I hope you have a good rest of your weekend, and a lovely week ahead.

Leave any comments below. <3

I Have Faith In You

Sorry I haven't posted on here in sooooo long ninjas!

So, I've just been talking to a fellow youtuber, who is going through what I went through in high school (being picked on constantly because of making youtube videos) Honestly, it's not fair when people take the mick because you make videos, at least your not on the streets ruining your life with drugs and endless amounts of alcohol.

Seriously, if I didn't do YouTube, I'd be a completely different person. I'd be shy, not brave, very weak. Though making youtube videos was the reason I was picked on, I grew up. I learned to be strong and more confident and now I know which career I wish to pursue in.

So, I have faith in you... you can do this... stay strong... don't let anyone bring you down.

Things To Do Before I'm Thirty

Hello ninjas of the internet.

So it seems I have misplaced my list of things I want to do before I'm thirty, so I'm gonna type it instead.... might aswell share the list with you.

-Go to America

[] Visit friends in Florida

[] Playlist Live

[] Vidcon

[] Visit Chicago

[] Go to New York

Daring stuff:

[] Skydive

YouTube:

[x] Go to my first youtube gathering.

[x] 1000 views on one of my 2011 videos.

[] Get 300 subs.

[x] Meet charlieissocoollike

Other:

[x] Meet a celebrity

[] Get a job

[] Make a 30-40 minute film

[] become part of the film and media industry (dream job)

[] Go to Australia

Plans For GraceDaring Channel

Hello ninjas of the internet!

You may or not know, but I have set up a channel just for the character Grace, but a lot of you want to keep the content on my channel. So I have thought of an idea. And I would like to hear your opinions about this.

Ok, so on the GraceDaring channel i have thought about a video series called Daring Grace, in which you give her little challenges or dares to do (nothing too extreme) and every so often I'll post an episode up of her doing one of the challenges you have given. Also possibly some vlogging from her, not sure.

What do you guys think? Good idea or bad idea?

Leave a comment on here or on my facebook page.

my facebook page

grace's facebook

grace's youtube

#YTMoney Update #1

Hello ninjas of the internet.

Bit of an update of what's going on in the world of YTMoney (if you haven't subscribed or checked it out click here)

So, Devin (Hydro) and I would like to thank you guys for your submissions so far on the channel. Already we see some potential in some people and we are beginning to decide on who will be a part of the collab. There is still time to submit your auditions though. We will be making decisions next weekend so get your auditions in asap.

And a MASSIVE thank you to everyone who has subscribed so far, we are heading towards the 100 subs mark, which is fantastic considering the channel opened up on Tuesday :D

You guys are the best, I can't wait to see what the future holds for this channel, and I'm sure Hydro can't either :)

loveyouguys<3

I Light This Candle (Poem)

I light this candle, to remember those i've lost.

Those who suddenly vanished from my life.

Those who were important influences and inspirations,

The ones who left behind a wife.

One was someone I hardly knew,

but heard tons of stories about,

two who watched me grow,

watched this young woman spout.

It was only last year,

Another faded from Earth,

It was unexpected but then,

who expects a death, we usually expect a birth.

And so this candle will burn,

the light will flicker on the wall,

And the flame will continue to glow,

I'll see you soon. I'll see you all.

I'm sick of this.

Well done.... you've broken my shield. You've let me suffer.

I'm sick of getting told how to dress.

I'm sick of being brought down.

I'm sick of feeling so negative.

I'm sick of being told i'm not good enough.

Sure, I wear t-shirts, I don't wear a lot of make up and I certainly don't wear heels.

Does that make me any less of a girl? No.

Do I deserve to feel like this almost everyday? No.

Do I hate feeling this negative? Yes.

Can't you just let me be me?